1.5 more to go! Got the Spanish one out of the way. Now all that's left is the art paper and half of my Advanced Comp paper. 

 And the .5 is half of my ten page paper! Now to do the research part...which won't be hard, I just don't want to interview people. So, I only have eleven-ish pages left to write. Three have to be in Spanish, though (just shoot me). That paper would have totally been done a week ago if it could be in English. And I really don't want to do my art paper. It's going to be a lot tougher to write than the one last semester because, apparently, we're not discussing Medieval painting...Mosaics, yes, but not painting, and I don't remember anything from my last art class. But, whatever. I just have to bullshit three pages.

Anyway...I kind of want the New Moon soundtrack. And I kind of want to date a total country boy. Not a redneck, mind you, just country. He even plays amazing country music (and I'm not just saying that...He really is wonderful, and I hardly ever like country music.) *sigh* We'll see. Probably nothing will come of it, but I'll give it a shot. Maybe.  

 And I guess you'll be getting updates on my predicament.

I've got a total of five papers and at least one essay due next month. Fuck. The page lengths are as follows (all double-spaced): Spanish 306 essay(s) - 1 page (in Spanish), art paper - 3 pages, Spanish 301 research paper - 3 pages (in Spanish), Brit lit paper - 4 pages (over half way finished! will be done by the end of the week!), Advanced comp major project paper - 10 pages, and sociology paper - no specific length, but it must answer all question. And here I was wanting to do NaNoWriMo. Let me reiterate: Fuck. That's at least 23 pages, assuming the soc paper is two. Maybe if I combine all the papers together it'll be 50,000 words?

So, my plans are as follows:
Finish the Brit lit paper this week, as soon as possible.
Start working on the SPA 301 paper, which shouldn't be too bad unless I have to write it in Spanish.
Do the art paper as soon as we start discussing medieval paintings.
Do the SPA 306 essay(s) whenever it's (they're) assigned. Those only take a couple hours at most.
Do the sociology paper as soon as we watch the movie it's about. Should be fairly easy.
Work on the advanced comp project all throughout. This paper won't be difficult, just long.
And maybe write some fiction in between.

So, I was thinking the other day about how much fun I had as a kid. Then I though, "Well, I should have more fun now." I think I'll do just that. In fact, a couple weeks ago I downloaded a lightsaber app to my phone and spent an awesome fifteen minutes using it quite enthusiastically. 

Anyway, the next day, which happened to be yesterday, after I decided to have more fun, my horoscope on Yahoo! said: If you haven't been able to get that certain person's attention, start using your imagination! There are no rules about how to engage with someone who makes you feel this way -- the door is wide open to many possibilities. So think of something unusual that will get their attention in a disarming way. Be prepared to make yourself look silly in an effort to make them notice you. By showing that you have a sense of humor about yourself, you'll engender fondness.

I don't date, so all that codwallop about "that certain person" should be ignored. I like to think the universe wants me to have more fun in life, too.

Did you ever say anything to someone in anger that you lived to regret? Did you apologize? If so, did it bring you closer?

I would just like to point out that anyone writing a response to this question did not die and then regret something...The "lived" is entirely unnecessary. 

 Today in one of my Spanish classes we were translating sentences and my professor said, "And the next one...'Everybody needs love.' Hmm...Molly that seems like you, why don't you take it." It's kind of nice to know that even Dr. Waag knows that I'm a lover. 

Anyway, I'm just putting off working on a paper. It's about Keats and "Bright Star" and its syntax and what not, but I just can't get into it. I really want to see the Bright Star movie. And Zombieland, and I want to go to the Toy Story double feature. 


By the way, Britt - don't worry about the stuff that didn't happen.

 mollyrebekah

Really, it is. What happened is discouraging, but I think it's more funny than anything. That's the good thing about being me - I'm not bothered by too much.

I haven't had butterflies since high school, but today they showed up again. I kind of hope this crush amounts to something, or at least lasts a little longer than my crushes tend to. Rarely do I think I could actually date someone that I like, but him? Yes. And if not, it's no skin off my nose or whatever that saying is.